Tuesday, December 30, 2014

2015 is just creeping around the corner




How was your year 2014? Mine has had its ups and downs. Crap I will be 45 years old next February. Years are going by faster and faster there is not enough time in a day to do all that I want to accomplish.  Since, I need my beauty sleep a good 8 to 9 hours is taken away.

Mmmm feeling a bit blue who doesn’t it always seems to creep in that way when the year is coming to an end.  When you think about what you haven’t accomplished yet you feel down. We forget that there are a lot of great events that did happen in the past year.

Let me see my health is way better I was a person that had debilitating migraines now I don’t have them anymore just a slight headache once in a while. I discovered that I have talents & I am working on them.

My sister had a lovely daughter Azalie she is the sunshine of our lives. My relationship couldn’t be better 5 years in the working. We blossom & encourage each other to be our best & live to our potential.

The world is filled with love and a lot of people seeking spirituality and searching for the greatness in their soul.

So why that F**K I am feeling Blah?

It is hard to feel satisfied we us humans always searching for the ultimate feeling of happiness but happiness is sporadic like feeling crappy is sporadic. It’s the balance of Yin and Yang?


Enough of this entire shit let’s get to business we feel the way we feel and it’s ok. Don’t feel good no problem you have the right not to feel good & what is wrong with that absolutely nothing. Let it out scream if you feel like it I FEEL LIKE SHIT, I FEEL CRAPPY WOO HOOOO!!!!! Wow that feels great to just admit how I feel.

Its funny I feel better already. Let it out, no need to be the goody goody to shoe all the time. Yeah I feel way better!!! My message is to let you know that sometimes I feel like crap and I have a right to feel that way so should you.

Shit suddenly my senses are awaken I feel clear minded just from that exercise I just did.  So today before the year-ends shout out all the insanity you feel like. Get it out I think that is the best way to start the year 2015.

Would love to hear some shouting obscenities from you below.

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